You matter


Life is useless if there is no one who lives for it.”
For those people who insist on saying that: “Pain is temporary”, I’m sorry to say but I disagree. Pain is something that will make you a different version of yourself. It is something that will make you a much stronger or a much weaker person. It is something that will always remind you of who you were. Indeed, pain will always be a reminder of who you are and what you do. But no matter how vulnerable you are, no matter how tough you are—you are not, never, forgotten. There are a bunch of people who knows you by heart, who loves you in a clever way, who will be crushed to pieces to see you gone. Despite the thoughts of you being alone, of you having no one to run to—I’m telling you, you are never alone. Your smile is never taken for granted by everyone, your woes are heard by two or three and you exist in someone’s life. You matter. No matter how much you hate yourself; there is always someone who loves you unconditionally.
Your laughs, your cries, your butterflies on your stomach, your heartaches, your victory, and your defeat—are what makes you “you”. And you, as a person, are what make this world run. Without you, the world will revise its turns and everything will be changed. So, never ever belittle yourself, never think that you are unworthy because you are a part of this society who continually makes this world a living paradise.
You matter

A Past is a Dead Soul


“A Past is a Dead Soul. You are new—and you are in control.”

Christmas is a celebration of love in general. A highly-anticipated holiday every person in the world knew about regardless of their religion or beliefs. It is one of the perfect events to catch up with the people we care about, to cherish the moment we have. But, do we really need an specific time to finally move forward? Do we really need to be apprised to remember? Love is contagious but it is up to us when and how to let it in. If there’s one thing that acts as a barrier against genuine happiness it is grudge. Past memories are a huge factor that affects who we are today. But will you let grudge take over what’s store for you in the future?

You are better than before, you are way better than the hate in you. Who you were is indeed a part of you but it doesn’t define you as a whole. You can’t change who you were but you can lead who you will be—and that’s one of the greatest thing in life.

A Past is a Dead Soul

A Man’s Tears


First, a woman devoured by light

Appeared like a thief in the night

Recklessly excavated the forgotten, scruffy grave

Of the corpse of my bottled aches

 

Followed by the man with curls

Whose thumb can cover my face

Dragged me by the collar to the lake

“See! See! Can you recognize yourself?” he teased

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A Man’s Tears

My Depression is Insane


I am fragile. My depression is insane—selfish. She wants all the attention in the world.

She wakes up so late in the morning because she likes to stare at the ceiling at 3 am. She doesn’t want to attend my classes, school works make her sick. She eats a lot. She loves to lie at my bed all day. For her, even the simplest tasks are too overwhelming. She’s so quiet and so lazy. But most of the times she’s undeniably crazy. She cries a lot and I don’t know why. When my dog peed on my bed, she cries. When I lack a piece of coin, she cries. When someone shouts, she cries. When something is missing, she cries. When she sat, she cries. When she sleeps, she cries.

She wants to escape this world…with me. I said, “No”—and she mumbles. She is sad just like I am. She is misunderstood. She is ignored. She stares at the passersby who don’t care.

My Depression is Insane